Just don't let me fall asleep feeling empty again.

I'm safe up high,

nothing can touch me.

But why do I feel this party's over?

No pain inside, you're like perfection

But how do I feel this good sober?

Paraonia

Why does it feel like night today? Something in here’s not right today. Why am I so uptight today?Paranoia’s all I got left. I don’t know what stressed me first or how the pressure was fed, but I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head. It’s like a face that I hold inside, a face that awakes when I close my eyes, a face watches every time I lie, a face that laughs every time I fall and watches everything. So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim, that the face inside is here in me, right underneath my skin; It’s like I’m paranoid looking over my back, tt’s like a whirlwind inside of my head; it’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within, it’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin. I know I’ve got a face in me, points out all my mistakes to me. You’ve got a face on the inside too, your paranoia’s probably worse.

Misery business-Misery business-Misery business-Misery business.

She's got a body like an hourglass that's tickin like a clock. It's a matter of time before we all run out...When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth!

No importa lo que hagas, esa persona n u n c a va a quererte de e s a forma. No por como sos vos, sino porque no encajan.Punto. No busques otra razón, no están destinados. No quieras disfrazar las cosas ni te eches la culpa; vos no hiciste nada para que terminaran así...

So much to l o v e, so much to l e a r n but I won’t be there to teach you, oh I know I can be close but I try my best to r e a c h you.

Oh,you!...You're vain, your games, you're insecure. You love me, you like her. You make me laugh, you make me cry, I don't know with side to buy! Your friends, they're jerks. When you act like them just know it hurts. I wanna be with the one I know. And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do; you make me love you.

Aaaai esta canción la sentí my yo, no se !


Down to you,you're pushing and pulling me down to you but I don't know what I bow when I caught myself I had to stop myself from saying something that I should've never thought of you. You're pushing and pulling me down to you but I don't know what I want, no, I don't know what I want. You got it, you got it ;some kind of magic, hypnotic, hypnotic. You're leaving me breathless, I hate this, I hate this! You're not the one I believe in with God as my witness...

¿Qué preferís?¿ Ser amado por alguien a quien no correspondés sus sentimientos,y vivir sabiendo lo i n f e l i z que hacés a otra persona?, ¿O ser terriblemente odiado y que aunque ese odio no te afecte, no te haga sentir mal porque es vos nunca le hiciste nada para que te odie, te haga la vida i m p o s i b l e y lleve al otro a hacer cualquier cosa con tal de lastimarte?

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong. Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right; unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong. Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep I’m barely hanging on. Here I am, once again I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend just thought you were the one. Broken up, deep inside, but you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes. I told you everything, opened up and let you in. You made me feel alright, for once in my life. Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be; so together, but so broken up inside cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep,I’m barely hanging on.

No fear

4/12

Los miedos son algo normal; es verdad que si no estamos seguros de algo, no lo conocemos o simplemente no nos agrada sintamos ciertas inquietudes. Aunque...¿Es sano que el miedo nos paralize; Que nos baje de la cabeza a la garganta y nos impida gritar?;¿Que se sitúe en nuestros pulmones para cortarnos la respiración?;¿Que nos sacuda el corazón, haciéndolo latir más rápido de lo que cualquiera pueda soportar?

Dicen que el miedo es algo mental, ¿pero hasta donde es capaz de llegar? Miedo , puede ser perverso. Miedo, no te temo, sino a los efectos que puedas crear en mí; que nubles mi vista, que me hagas sentir espasmos, que me impidas pensar con claridad...

Miedo, resultás tan exitante cuando no sos del todo real; la gente es morbosa y masoquista, te busca pero te niega, te esconde, finge que no estás.

Miedo seas real o no, causás miedo, mucho miedo.

Stuck on a roller coaster

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes. Yeah you, "PMS " like a bitch I would know; and you always think, always speak crypticly. I should know that you're no good for me 'cause you're hot then you're cold;you're yes then you're no, you're in and you're out, you're up and you're down. You're wrong when it's right ; It's black and it's white; we fight, we break up ;we kiss, we make up. You don't really want to stay, no you, but you don't really want to go. You're hot then you're cold; you're yes then you're no, you're in and you're out, you're up and you're down. We used to be just like twins; so in sync,the same energy, Now's a dead battery. Used to laugh bout nothing now your plain boring I should know that you're not gonna change. Someone call the doctor; got a case of a love bi-polar stuck on a roller coaster. Can't get off this ride

We're all a little insane

It's true, we're all a little insane; but it's so clear now that I'm unchained; fear is only in our minds taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify,You know you live to break me - don't deny, Sweet sacrifice. One day I'm gonna forget your name,and one sweet day you're gonna drown in my lost pain. Fear is only in our minds taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing, dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. [I dream in darkness,I sleep to die,erase the silence, erase my life. Our burning ashes blacken the day. A world of nothingness blow me away] Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify;You know you live to break me - don't deny sweet sacrifice

Hoy cumplo 14

Para el que no me ubica, yo soy la loca de la colita alta que parece la chilindrina.

Waking up I see that everything is ok, the first time in my life and now it's so great. Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed, I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn't change a thing about it,this is the best feeling. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now and I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by. I found a place so safe, not a single tear. The first time in my life and now it's so clear;Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here. It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere.I wouldn't change a thing about it, this is the best feeling. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now and I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by. It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling,It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away. I need you now and I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.

Gracias a todos los que me habían saludado en la entrada anterior. Mi cumpleaños fue prácticamente perfecto, por el hecho de que no fue perfecto y eso me fascina, y quizás por eso me dieron gaanas de subir esta canción, a la que por alguna razón le encuentro relación con el tema. Saludos.

Cami con 14 ! :) ajaja estaba re emocion con eso xD

25/11 mi cumpleaños

El 25/11 cumplo catorce:) Estuve super ocupada, perdón por la ausencia!

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away. I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...'Cause I'm broken when I'm open and I don't feel like I am strong enough .'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away.The worst is over now and we can breathe again, I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away. There's so much left to learn and no one left to fight; I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...'Cause I'm broken when I'm open and I don't feel like I am strong enough. 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome and I don't feel right when you're gone away.

Anywhere

Dear my love, haven’t you wanted to be with me? And dear my love, haven’t you longed to b e f r e e ? I can’t keep pretending that I don’t even know you and at sweet night you are my own.Take my hand; were leaving here tonight. There's no need to tell anyone;they'd only hold us down .So by the morning light we'll be half way to anywhere;where love is more than just your name. I have dreamt of a place for you and I.No one knows who we are there. All I want is to give my life only to you. I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore. Let's run away, I'll take you there;(...) where no one needs a reason. Forget this life ,come with me, don't look back you're safe now. Unlock your heart;drop your guard. No one's left to stop you (...) We'll be half way to anywhere,where love is more than just your name ...

So creepy!

There's a little creepy house in a little creepy place; little creepy town in a little creepy world. Little creepy girl with her little creepy face saying funny things that you have never heard. Do you know what it's all about ? Are you brave enough to figure out; know that you could set your world on fire if you are strong enough to leave your doubts ? Feel it, breathe it, believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this unless you kill this, Go on and you're forgiven. I knew that I could feel that, I feel like I am walking on air. She has a little creepy cat and a little creepy bat, little rocking chair and an old blue hat. That little creepy girl, oh she loves to sing ! She has a little gift;an amazing thing . With her little funny eyes of hazel, with her little funny old blue hat she will go and set the world on fire; no one ever thought she could do that.
Feel it, breathe it,believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this unless you kill this. Go on and you're forgiven. I knew that I could feel that,I feel like I am walking on air. Flitter up and Hover down be all around; be all around.You know that I love you, go on... Feel it, breathe it, believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this unless you kill this. Go on and you're forgiven .I knew that I could feel that; I feel like I am walking on air. I am walking on air...

People says I's not, but I know t's true

I'll put my ear on your chest to hear the message that, your body feeds me back .I'm going to eat up your feed to try to feel what is that, that music feels to you .Kiss you in the far above. Dark, take you in my roof.Look at it, I know it's true .Look at it, I know it's true;dark, take you in my roof.Kiss you in the far above.I believe that love was created just for m e and y o u. People say it's not, but I know it's t r u e.Believe achieve.I'm going to wear your shoes today;walk around the block, hear what your neighbors have to say. I'm gonna read all your books to know what you were thinking, when your body didn't move. Kiss you in the far above;dark, take you in my roof. Look at it, I know it's true. Look at it, I know it's true;dark, take you in my roof,kiss you in the far above. I believe that love was created just for me and you,people say it's not, but I know it's true. I believe that love was created just for me and you, people say it's not but I know its true. Share with me your moments of glory;tell me, tell me, tell, you sad, sad storries.What did you say in the craft rooms?How did you behave as a teen in high school?I'm gonna take your eyes, se them as a seedGrow up a tree on the balcony. I believe that love was created just for me and you,people say it's n o t, but I know it's true .

Victims of love

Now you've back tracked. You're running away cause it just happened again and you just want it to end.Trying your best to not let yourself go cold, so cold.Now you think about the things you thought you wanted to say,but when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way.Are you really gonna throw your heart away, away, away?Everybody's hurt somebody before.Everybody's been hurt by somebody before.You can change but you'll always come back for more;Its a game and we're all just victims of love.

10/9

Tonight the sky above reminds me of you, love. Walking through wintertime where the stars all shine. The angel on the stairs will tell you I was there; Under the front porch light on a mystery night.I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines. Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds.I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind. Would the wind be at my back? Could I get you off my mind this time?The neon lights in bars and headlights from the cars have started a symphony surrounding me. The things I left behind have melted in my mind and now there's a purity inside of me .

Bad day

2/9/08

I heard ou're doing Ok but I want you to know I'm addict, I'm addicted to you.I can't pretend I don't care when you don't think about me.Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy but you left anyway.I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you, but I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you (...)Heartbreaker.How long will I be waiting? Until the end of time.I don't know why I'm still waiting I can't make you mine.

26/8

"(...)So I'd rather you stayed near me." His eyes did that unfair smoldering thing again.
I couldn't argue, with the eyes or the motivation, and it was a moot point anyway. "As it happens, I don't mind being alone with you."
"I know," he sighed, brooding. "You should tell Charlie, though."

"Why in the world would I do that?"His eyes were suddenly fierce. "To give me some small incentive to bring you back." I gulped.

Love it

23/8/08

-No puedo hacer eso- Repitio Edward, pero esta vez su voz mostraba signos evidentes de derrota. La lógica estaba haciendo de las suyas con él.
Intenté ser persuasiva.

Indie Rock'n'Roll

It's indie rock and roll for me. It's all I need

Can't decide.

12/7/08

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score. And why do we like to hurt, so much?I can't decide,you have made it harder just to go on.And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating,and that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I wonder how am I supposed to feel when your are not here, 'casue I burned every bridge I ever made when you were here.I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn. Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard...That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating, and that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. Hey, make your way to me, and I'll always be just so inviting.If I ever start to think straight, this heart will start a riot in me. Let's start, start, hey!Why do we like to hurt so much?Oh why do we like to hurt so much?That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.Now I can't trust myself with anything but this. And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

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27/6/08

Well, para ser yo la dueña del blog, ya es raro que suba dos veces seguidas. Le debo estar tomando cariño...

Hoy un día ni bueno ni malo, pero estaba pensando...¿Cómo el ser humano puede ser tan diferente de las otras especies?¿Por qué nosotros podemos sentir?¿Por qué fuimos los "elegidos" para tener una voluntad, para hacer lo que queremos?¿Es eso realmente bueno,después de todo? Digo, si nos ponemos a pensar, el hombre es quien más daño ha hecho al mundo, solo porque hace lo que le parece, es egoísta y comete error tras error sin intentar remediarlos. Bueno, estoy siendo un poco dura, hay personas de todo tipo, y a veces por culpa de uno todos pagan los platos rotos. Y eso nos lleva a otro gran interrogante, ¿Cómo es que nosotros podemos ser tan distintos unos de otros? Las personalidades son, a mi entender, todo un misterio... Algunas personas son ególatras, buscando siempre ser las mejores en todo, las más populares, un modelo a seguir. Y hay otras que sólo quieren tratar de llevar su vida lo mejor que pueden y punto. O incluso hay mezclas de ambas, y esas son, en mi opinión, las que peor lo llevan. No están ni de un lado ni de otro, y no siempre hay un "intermedio" para todo. Y también hay personas que no entran en ninguna de mis descripciones anteriores.

Y bueno basta, demasiada filosofía, el punto es que me da mucha bronca que haya "individuos" que cometen errores y que no se hacen cargo. Me molesta que haya gente hoy en día que sólo busque ser lo más de lo más , sin preocuparse ni un segundo por las cosas que de verdad importan¿Es realmente necesario?¿Qué ganás con tener las mejores zapatillas, la mayor cantidad de firmas en tu flog? O, pasándolo a un nivel más alto ¿Qué ganás con declararle la guerra a un país que está mucho peor que el tuyo, solo por cosas como "el petróleo"? ¿Tiene sentido, al final, que por tener lo que vos querías, jodas a un montón de gente? No, pero a nadie parece importarle.

Si no leíste porque te aburrió, aclaro que no me importa, yo lo escribí porque lo sentí y punto, aunque aclaro que por gente que "se aburre", a la que todo le chupa un huevo, nuestro mundo está como está. Y que, como dice Paramore en su canción Misery Bussines, "La gente nunca cambia" Por lo tanto nuestro ya mencionado mundo tiene pocas probabilidades de cambiar.

Peace,people, If you can stand it.

Hola

¿Qué hago yo con un blog? Buena pregunta, no tengo ni idea... Estaba boludeando y me dieron ganas, no se.
Supongo que el flog ya me rompió demasiado las pelotas. Si, tenía un flog (/icaandoobetter), pero ya basta. Dudo que suba muy seguido, no soy conocida por mi constancia con las cosas, y lo peor es que este blog cobró vida a mediados de marzo, y sin embargo pasó el tiempo y nunca más volví.
Puede que te preguntes; ¿y esta quien es? Te respondo, soy Camila. ¿Edad? Estoy "en mis trece" , aunque puede que cuando vuelva a subir ya tenga los catorce. En fin, basta de estupideces, ya terminé mi primera entrada.
Peace,people (Y)